What I want?

Everyday,
The world is changing
The sky is raining,
The environment is changing,
The studies is changing too,
Even my friends is changing.

But I ask myself,
What is my dream?
What I expect in my life?
What is my future?
What should I do?

It's so confuse.
I don't wanna be a clown,
wearing a fake mask to make everyone happy,
I just wanna be myself,


But how???????
What I want??????

The long long journey....