I can't manage to laugh with lots of misunderstanding,
I don't like to be the one who don't know everything,
I hate to act in front of everybody.

But then,

I still doing the same way with others.
Is so useless and I wish that I'm not the one who know the truth.
I have no plan for myself or even support by other.
Problem keep coming into my brain.

Useless.

I learn to listen more then talk.
The more I talk the more I suffer.
No one can be trust,
Even others trying to help me just to get the solution.
But the solution will not solve completely.

I must made myself an answer.
I need to stand up for myself,
Fight for my own target.
Please keep me to focus.

And......


DON'T MAKE ANY PROMISE IF YOU FAILED TO DO IT!